strum it. play it. love it.
illusions
Wednesday, May 2
9:22 PM
We watch the season pull up its own stakes,
And catch the last weekend of the last week,
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced.
Another sun soaked season fades away.
You have stolen my heart.
You have stolen my heart.
Invitation only grand farewells.
Crash the best one, of the best ones.
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight.
You have stolen my heart.
You have stolen my heart.
And from the bar room floor we are a celebration.
One good stretch before our hibernation.
Our dreams assured and we all will sleep well, sleep well.
Sleep well, sleep well, sleep well.
You have stolen,
You have stolen,
You have stolen my heart.
I watch you spin around in your highest heels.
You are the best one, of the best ones.
We all look like we feel.
You have stolen my,
You have stolen my,
You have stolen my heart.
i'm gonna sound a bit psycho now.
must be the migraine that comes on and off which scares me quite abit.
oh yes, just when everyone's studying for paper tml,
i was happily at tampines with a moron, just because of a dare.
the whole trip was just..retarded. haha.
i feel psychotic now.
its like when i shut my eyes, i can feel everything disappearing.
everything is so not real.
i think way too much.
just looking at that one thing, i can think of every single thing that can happen if i do this or do that.
what the fuck.
i know i will get nowhere.
but it is so not within me to decide how this whole storyline goes.
see, i can't.
its things like this that repeats and repeats that gets me really worn out,
but i can never stop it from happening.
i finally admit defeat.
i can never find something that is fair in this world.
alright, maybe God is just being unfair to me, most of the time.
i don't know, its always either this or that and i so hate deciding,
and i can never leave things alone. damn.
seriously, i wish i can type word for word, everything i feel inside right now,
but i can't, don't ask.
i think my whirlpool state of mind is driving me nuts.
time for some studying, hopefully.
bye.
watch my first pretence.
you be love and i'll be a liar
